stupidfuck.

I'm like, the biggest fucking idiot in the world.

But 881 is awesome. Like wah smlj. How the fuck they do..?!

But like, I'm still awesome in my role as the biggest idiot in the world.

WHY ME?!

deadinmyhead.

auralorgasm:: Chen Lei - Unchained Melody (Taiwanese-English Version)

Only 9 months more of being brain-dead. Come on. Come on. COME ON.

I'd love to feel at least some frustration stemming from my situation but uh, I think I've sucked up so much shit from the army that it's clogging up my stress-generator. I feel like a fucking mannequin. A moving, walking, fighting, mannequin.

En garde eh?

I don't wonder what would it be like if I didn't become a commando. I'm fucking sure I'd have a better life being something else, somewhere else in the army.

YES WORKING A 6 DAY WEEK DOING THINGS YOU REALLY HATE WITHOUT TIME FOR FRIENDS OR FAMILY CAN DRIVE YOU FUCKING INSANE.

I... exist.

Just barely.

Alright enough said. Time to suck it up and return to camp. Lalala.




















































just fucking kill me.