Don't remind me.

auralorgasm:: Club 8 - Teenage Life

"...teenage love, crushing every heart, the young can go far but then they'll take it all..."

Well okay so I lied. About not returning that is. The sad truth is just that I miss writing in my own space. Previous visitors might notice a certain post missing. I had to, in order to move on. I don't want to be reminded. Never again. I really hope and pray, please Lord, never again.

A chapter of my life is finally coming to a draw. My conscription is going to end in 3 weeks. I'll then step out into the working world immediately, raw and exposed. Just like an open wound ready to be salted. Yummy.

Fresh fucking meat aye?

auralorgasm:: Catherine Wheel - God Inside My Head

I have been unstable, I have been foolish, I have been needy, I have never been as wrong as I had been. Worse still, I've never been as repentant but yet I still do not feel relief.

I'm cunfuzed. Like never before. Feelings spill over and I'm afraid that I'll slip up and ruin something great.

So... a 23 year old me isn't so much different from when I was still just 17. Same uncertainties, simply just put across to me in a very different way.

Just fucking wonderful.