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I've screwed up my body clock again with caffeine, nicotine, and taurine.

I've got telecine slots booked from 9pm - 5am tonight, 300 bucks/hour.

Fuck I'm the dumbest fuck ever. That's it. More caffeine, more nicotine, more taurine, and less going out. I'm locking myself in my house and nothing can get me out of my door.

My eyes hurt.

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It's the same every year, so what makes this year different from the other years?

If there's one thing I really want, one and only one thing, I would want not to get disappointed.

Sigh. Fuggoff.