Delirium Trigger

I've probably slept all of 5 hours for the past 72 hours.

The ache in my muscles (or lack of) feels nice, for some reason. I realise I miss working out. Yeah I actually used to do that..

There are many things swirling around in my mind, none of which I am able to put successfully into words. Fuck that, no description can come close anyway.

My temper's almost totally gone now. I wish I had it back though. It keeps me sane and helps me to blow off steam. I need an outlet for my frustration, but I can't find anything at all.

One day I'll eat a bullet.

Nobody likes a depressed fuck.

Mr Marlboro Man, save me.